Deposition

This morning was my deposition for the car accident in June 2009.  The guy kept putting it off and then today it was so hard to remember everything.

I was told it would take 30-40 min. and it took nearly 2 hrs.  Some of the questions were so attacking, some so condescending ("Do you know what a circle is?"), some just so stupid.  The stupid ones that I really didn't know, that NO ONE would know, I said "I dont' know."  So he would change the question around and I'd still say "I don't know"  What part of I don't know don't they understand?

This is supposed to go to a TRIAL.  I just want this over.  All I did was backend the guy.  And I told them that if he was paying attention he could have driven forward.  Even if I still hit him, it wouldn't have been as hard.  But he was on his phone and not watching EVEN THO HE WAS STOPPED ON A BLIND CURVE.  Duh.

I've very stressed.  Been crying a lot in the 2 hrs since and feeling very lonely.  It's not like I can talk about it with anyone in the area, because of the ongoing trial.