Last Christmas was the first time I was put on oxygen at home. It's really something you have to get used to. At night I have to sleep with the canula attached and I've found it very difficult to go to sleep being "tethered."
Christmas night I was exhausted. It had been a long, albeit fun, day and I fell into bed just worn out. My husband was already asleep, but he heard me crawl into bed and said I was asleep immediately.
In my sleep I felt my canula tubing and wondered what it was. I followed it with my hand and found it was dangling down from a hole in the ceiling. Looking up, I saw a large hole in the ceiling with a man about to descend and repel down. Now, in this night-terror, my husband was away and I was home alone with my son.
I was terrorized that this man was in our home, so I jumped up from the bed and started running, screaming "Get out! Get out of the house!" at the top of my lungs. (This, of course, broke my canula, since I was tethered to the machine!) Running into the kitchen to the phone, I could hear heavy footsteps running behind me and a man yelling. This, of course, was my husband. But in my night-terror my husband wasn't home so I thought it was the man about to get me.
This made me more frantic so that when I grabbed the phone to call for help, I dropped it. The man almost had me, so I took off again running to my son's room.
"R! Get out of the house! R! Get out of the house!"
Just outside R's room I wiped out on the hardwood floor and fell. That's where my husband caught up with me and gathered me up in his arms.
And that's when I finally woke up. Only I was very confused and dazed. When you are woke from a night-terror, it makes you feel like you are in the middle of it and it is so very real. I was trembling for the next half hour, I had a HUGE hematoma on my right knee and one on the back of a hand. A year later, my knee is STILL sore. I had several bruises on other parts of my body, too. How I got any of them, I don't know. I guess when I was running through the house at break-neck speed in the dark, I hit every cotton-pickin' thing in the house.
And scared the tar out of my husband! (My son slept through the whole thing!)
Laugh if you want, but for a while after that I would be afraid of the dark if my husband wasn't home.

Oh my word - that is wild! Thank goodness something worse didn't happen, although injuring your knee is no fun.
ReplyDeleteI sleep with a CPAP - girl some of the crazy tail dreams I have with that thing stuck to my face!! the first month I thought I was either going to kill myself or someone else I was so sleep deprived!
ReplyDeleteNo laughing here. I have night mares almost every night. I've never ran around the house but my husband says I've gone around our bedroom before when I seem to believe that someone or something is after me.
ReplyDeleteHope you're having a good night tonight.
Hugs,
Amanda
I believe it! Strange things can happen like this and it is totally scary.
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